Collateral Damage

 Oil on canvas 90 x 60 cm

Self Portrait

 Oil on canvas 45 x 60cm

Mark and Tamsin

 

Oil on canvas 105 x 90 cm

Screen Time

Watercolour

App v's Toy

Stan

Oil sketch 25 x 18cm

Lenny

Quick oil sketch - 6yr olds aren't good at sitting still!
25 x 18cm

Nude

Oil sketch 25 x 18cm

Sofa work

Pen and ink wash (with peeping face).

iPad drawing of Laura

I drew this on an iPad using a stylus pen in pencil mode. For the most part it felt like using a pencil the way it responded to pressure, although broad sweeps with the edge of the stylus were more charcoal like. This is the first time I've made a digital drawing and I rather liked it. However, because the resulting image has much in common with a pen and ink wash, a medium I also have little experience of, I have been inspired to experiment with that instead of doing more iPad drawings! I'm sure I will do more digital drawing, the ability to flawlessly undo marks is fantastic. But, may be that's the appeal of pen and ink; every mark counts and is more or less permanent and scratchy corrections, unwanted blobs and smears all add to the challenge and character of a drawing.

Life and Death with Ganesh and Disney

Rory

Gu Mask from Ivory Coast at 10.25, with Ai Wei Wei and Leonardo

Honor and Olivia

Oil on canvas, 90 x 85 cm, 2016

Commissioned portrait, painted from 10 sittings.

Selfie - updated status

Oil on canvas 65 x 50 cm

Know Thy Selfie

This painting is an exploration of the relationship between the painted self-portrait and the selfie.

Someone taking a selfie will take (or select from several recently taken) a photo that adequately reflects how they want to be represented at that moment. They then upload it to a networking (or sharing) platform such as Facebook or Twitter where it goes to the top of a time line. Typically, there will be many images of this person earlier in this time line and there will undoubtedly, be more later too. So a virtual version of the person exists in parallel that they can control in order to maintain a certain self-image; it is a curated self that aims to impress.

This self-portrait was painted from life using a mirror, not a photo; the phone was just a prop. Although I've adopted the pose of a selfie taker my intention is self-study, born from curiosity more than propaganda. I find that to get a reasonable likeness I have to examine myself with forensic care and record what I see with ruthless objectivity (not always a kind process). It is a reflective practice that strips away ego and hopefully reveals something honest and without pretence. The painting took several days to complete so it captures the full variety of the relationship between me and my reflection over that time: different moods, thoughts, etc. Also, how a portrait is painted says as much about the painter as it does of the sitter so in the case of the self-portrait you have this extra layer of information. It is a distillation of time into a timeless image; a milestone that acknowledges mortality.

The selfie is a captured moment, a disposable image that joins a stream of images past, present and future; images whose main function is not memory (like the family album), but to maintain the existence of online ME. A stream of images that flow into a river (the sharing platform), then into an ocean of yet more images.

Does this ocean of images represent a new generation of self-obsession expressed through photophilia, or could it be that as technology becomes more integrated into our lives then everyday experience and ideas of self are increasingly mediated through this technology? Then, the posted selfie becomes a natural and inevitable practice for many people.

Related articles:
http://www.economist.com/news/books-and-arts/21599322-it-time-stop-invoking-narcissism-diagnosis-so-many-modern-ills-self-love

http://www.whydontyoutrythis.com/2014/04/scientists-link-selfies-to-narcissism-addiction-and-mental-illness.html?m=1#.U51S5S-6U7A

Skullflower

Oil on canvas 15cm x 20cm

Melon on a Cloth; a Metaphor for Resurrection

Oil on canvas 36cm x 36cm

This study of a cut up melon on a white cotton sheet is as much a portrait of the sheet, with all it's creases, folds and subtle coloration, as a depiction of melon with it's contrasting strong chroma. If any additional layer of meaning arises while arranging a still life, a process that usually takes hours, then those elements tend to stay and become a focal idea which informs how the painting is painted.

The red melon flesh lying on a crumpled sheet stained with melon juice reminded me of the idea of the body of Christ lying on a shroud, and the old master paintings depicting this and also the still life paintings of the C17th monk, Juan Cotan. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juan_S%C3%A1nchez_Cot%C3%A1n

There is also a trinity aspect; one melon cut into three pieces.  Unequal in size, there is a large piece on a raised level, a medium sized piece and the  smallest teeters on an edge. It is three aspects of the same thing from a spherical whole.

My studio is located inside a Baptist church. Before Easter I was chatting with the minister, James, about his preparations and mentioned this painting. I discovered that the apostle Paul describes Christ’s resurrection, as ‘first fruits’ (1 Corinthians 15:23). First Fruits is a harvest term, it’s an offering, an opportunity to give the first fruits back to God as a show of faith. There are also other references to fruit concerning Jesus and his teachings in the Bible. I was not aware of this when I started the painting, but did feel that somehow fruit was a good metaphor for Christ, crucifixion and resurrection as it conferred ideas of ripeness, seeds and growth, regeneration and rebirth.

He then invited me to talk about this painting during the Easter service. This was a great pleasure and an honour as it was also the churches 75th anniversary service.

Ceramic Skull with Orange

Self Portrait

Festival portraits

The Ark T Centre, where I have my studio (which is actually in the adjoining church), had a stall at the Elder Stubbs Festival this summer. It's an unusual festival, being held in garden allotments and hosted by the charity Restore that offers support to local people with mental health issues. I set up shop at the Ark T stall doing portraits of visitors in charcoal to help with fund raising for the Ark T Centre, which is also a charity.